Deviation Spotlight
- Deviant for 11 years
My Bio
FOR ALL MY MEMORIES AND THOUGHTS
Hello
This account is for my stories/concepts/ideas (I'll have the occasional rants as well)
I don't really expect much and you shouldn't either
Please beware there is this bug that continually goes here
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I wanted you to have a normal life, that’s something you can’t have when Rick shows up, everything real turns fake, everything right is wrong, all you know is that you know nothing, and that he knows everything, and well, he’s not a villain summer but he shouldn’t be your hero, he’s more like a demon, or a super f**ed up god.
Oh yea, well if you think my Rick is dead he’s alive, and if you think your safe he’s coming for you
- Rick and Morty 0301
Well then get your shit together, get it all together and put it in a back pack, all your shit, so it's together. And if you gotta take it some where, take it somewhere, you know, take it to the shit store and sell it, or put it in the shit museum. I don't care what you do, you just gotta get it together... Get your shit together.
Rick and Morty
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I'll keep fighting
I'll break myself
Even if there is nothing left of me
I'll win the way I want to
I'll destroy myself before I accept defeat at your hands
You got that
- S2BHA24
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"(But Neku...) I thought you couldn't afford to lose. Give up on yourself...And you give up on the world"
- Joshua TWEWY
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Love's not real
There no such thing
Therefore, there is no sorrow
- Devilman Crybaby s0110
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I lack the basics of common sense.
I am indecisive
and
talking to me causes more issues than not
it's those people who care that makes the world go round
saltymobutofu
for Magniti black means love
Looking for that motivation
should there be a day you come back, I welcome you with open arms :)
jealously is such an ugly thing, and yet it is something I carry with me without even thinking of throwing it away...
slowly but surely, I just want to avoid all things
The things I mean I don't say
Other people can say no to the things they don't want or whatever when will I speak my mind
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I truly believe
that if we met
at a different time
in a different place
under different circumstances
Maybe if the timing had been different...maybe if you were different
Maybe then we could be something :(
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It's all empty internet fame, why would I care?
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sulturnate x amnemories
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Hanahaki Disease
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Everyone is entitled to their own hate
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I’ve will never be more in love with two people that I know nothing about then I am about 2 people in a book
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you would think that talking to yourself is lonely, but in time like this or whatever, talking to myself seems more comforting than talking to others
I WANT TO TRESCEND REALITY! - 9/3/17
Why conversate? 103117
I would like to think there is something worth living for, but then the other part of me is ready and willing to die. I'm just waiting at this point. I used to think that there was something more for me, but all I see now is just sleeping, eating, and going to work for my future. I can't wait for school to be over and to feel some kind of security... Since I am sure one part of me is scared, I hope that perhaps in the future there is something to look forward to. If not, let the cycle go. But for now there are so many things that are unexpected. 112717
I'm sad, and I have been for a very long time
But if I were to admit it, would anything change? 120917
When was the last time that you wanted to do something? 121117
I'm not happy, and I haven't been for a long time 121517
I tried
I wanted to believe
I wanted to trust in you so much, but in the end
It doesn't matter does it?
Can you at least promise me, that when I am no longer of use to you, you will leave me? 010118
I always feel like every move I make is the wrong one
Like in a game of chess
I can be so sure it's the right move
But when I actually make that move
I feel like there was one I could have done better
12/15/17
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feelings are like easter eggs, they may be hidden but are meant to be found
5/27/18
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1D 090918
1K 091018 (nothing)
Hello
This account is for my stories/concepts/ideas (I'll have the occasional rants as well)
I don't really expect much and you shouldn't either
Please beware there is this bug that continually goes here
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I wanted you to have a normal life, that’s something you can’t have when Rick shows up, everything real turns fake, everything right is wrong, all you know is that you know nothing, and that he knows everything, and well, he’s not a villain summer but he shouldn’t be your hero, he’s more like a demon, or a super f**ed up god.
Oh yea, well if you think my Rick is dead he’s alive, and if you think your safe he’s coming for you
- Rick and Morty 0301
Well then get your shit together, get it all together and put it in a back pack, all your shit, so it's together. And if you gotta take it some where, take it somewhere, you know, take it to the shit store and sell it, or put it in the shit museum. I don't care what you do, you just gotta get it together... Get your shit together.
Rick and Morty
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I'll keep fighting
I'll break myself
Even if there is nothing left of me
I'll win the way I want to
I'll destroy myself before I accept defeat at your hands
You got that
- S2BHA24
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
"(But Neku...) I thought you couldn't afford to lose. Give up on yourself...And you give up on the world"
- Joshua TWEWY
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Love's not real
There no such thing
Therefore, there is no sorrow
- Devilman Crybaby s0110
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I lack the basics of common sense.
I am indecisive
and
talking to me causes more issues than not
it's those people who care that makes the world go round
saltymobutofu
for Magniti black means love
Looking for that motivation
should there be a day you come back, I welcome you with open arms :)
jealously is such an ugly thing, and yet it is something I carry with me without even thinking of throwing it away...
slowly but surely, I just want to avoid all things
The things I mean I don't say
Other people can say no to the things they don't want or whatever when will I speak my mind
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I truly believe
that if we met
at a different time
in a different place
under different circumstances
Maybe if the timing had been different...maybe if you were different
Maybe then we could be something :(
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
It's all empty internet fame, why would I care?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
sulturnate x amnemories -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Hanahaki Disease
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Everyone is entitled to their own hate
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I’ve will never be more in love with two people that I know nothing about then I am about 2 people in a book
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
you would think that talking to yourself is lonely, but in time like this or whatever, talking to myself seems more comforting than talking to others
I WANT TO TRESCEND REALITY! - 9/3/17
Why conversate? 103117
I would like to think there is something worth living for, but then the other part of me is ready and willing to die. I'm just waiting at this point. I used to think that there was something more for me, but all I see now is just sleeping, eating, and going to work for my future. I can't wait for school to be over and to feel some kind of security... Since I am sure one part of me is scared, I hope that perhaps in the future there is something to look forward to. If not, let the cycle go. But for now there are so many things that are unexpected. 112717
I'm sad, and I have been for a very long time
But if I were to admit it, would anything change? 120917
When was the last time that you wanted to do something? 121117
I'm not happy, and I haven't been for a long time 121517
I tried
I wanted to believe
I wanted to trust in you so much, but in the end
It doesn't matter does it?
Can you at least promise me, that when I am no longer of use to you, you will leave me? 010118
I always feel like every move I make is the wrong one
Like in a game of chess
I can be so sure it's the right move
But when I actually make that move
I feel like there was one I could have done better
12/15/17
///
feelings are like easter eggs, they may be hidden but are meant to be found
5/27/18
///
1D 090918
1K 091018 (nothing)
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I dunno, they are kinda bothering me... like, why are all my dreams seeing negative? and it's not so that they are bothering me, but i guess cause i had my alarm on and someone came into my room saying either wake up or turn off your alarm, there are people trying to sleep. and it was really insensitive of me, I will accept that... the dream i had prior tho, I was unable to move my body the way i wanted and also other things, but that was the main gist that stood out to me. everything was spinning and i just didn't have any control
9.25.19
I might be breaking up with someone, and it's not really the best feeling
I might be breaking up with someone, and it's not really the best feeling
Getting slight anxiety that I don't know if I am sleeping enough or not
I don and goofed 090619
it's okay??? 9.7.19
(legit 22 hours? I guess)
(legit 22 hours? I guess)
I don't feel the same
I'm scared
More cautious
And in more doubt
I'm scared
More cautious
And in more doubt